Of all the things I save, I guess you could say my love letters are my most prized possession. When I write, I hold nothing back. Not important things like whales or people or the environment. My letters set me free. A commercial comes on for perfume:
We are in the kitchen. Anyone looking at her would think she was fine. He moved next door five years ago but it feels like always. We are in the living room, Kitty is pasting pictures of dogs to a giant piece of cardboard. We can stay at hostels and just eat pastries and cheese for all our meals. Of all the things I save, I guess you could say my love letters are my most prized possession. Josh popped a big bowl of popcorn, and I devote myself to it, handfuls and handfuls of it. Any detail, any remembrance that Margot has, I want to have it too. Because no matter what I am doing in life, if Margot and I are in the middle of an argument, if I am about to get hit by a car, I will always stop and listen to a story about Mommy. Ribbons for my hair. Or at least pretend to not get bored. Josh who loves you more than any boy has ever loved a girl! Saint Andrews is nearly four thousand miles away. I sit up so suddenly I choke on a kernel of popcorn. Porcelain bells, the kind you get at souvenir shops. Would Margot meet me at the airport, or would I have to find my own way to the hostel? I have to beg you to wash your feet at night, much less take a shower. I was talking about Paris. If love is like a possession, maybe my letters are like my exorcisms. A commercial comes on for perfume: Not important things like whales or people or the environment. I keep my letters in a teal hatbox my mom bought me from a vintage store downtown. He was always there. My plan is to put the snickerdoodles on a plate right next to her pillow so she wakes up to the smell of fresh-baked cookies. My dad tried to take us fishing once, and I cried when my shoes got mud on them, and Margot cried when her book got wet, and Kitty cried because Kitty was still practically a baby. I can eat my cereal and not wonder if he likes bananas over his Cheerios too; I can sing along to love songs and not be singing them to him. When I write, I hold nothing back.
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